It starts with the pure feel of calmness, happy, never ending sense of nature feel and softness blooming into a lively mixture with every spiritual colorful that make me feel more happier and " myself" but it sudden change when something bad and terrible happens coming and trying to conquer everything i had and feel sad and so i painted black and the splatting of it is black instead of redness because the darkness have already taking over all the happiness, calmness. Sooner or later, everything will be of hate and sadness.
I stopped and listen for few min, after that i just paint out whatever i feel at that moment. I felt like there's 2 side of feel that makes the balance that is good and evil and so the story begins. The lively, happy and the hatred, anger are both fighting each other and at last the evil falls for the good side and flows gradually become good but just for awhile it then grows back to its evil self with blood drop and anger.
This is once a happy place that lives in peace and harmony but getting bit messed up. But there are fighting for their own freedom but loses. sadness.. depression..their pride..all gone and flows down into darkness deeper.. and deeper.. and deeper................ ...... ........ keke.. no happy ending.
The music gave me chills while I'm listening to it, and the tempo makes my heart beat and so it is.There's staccato, pointy edges, dangerous, but cautions feel but at the same time it feels bit calm. Somethings are protecting some important person aka queen because they felt the presence of something wants to harm her. But what they don't know is the things that wanting to harm her is already close to her. The dangerous, noise of heartbeat, is beating faster and faster and faster.
This piece is like climbing a mountain to the top(pride) with difficulties. Its climbing up smoothly and confidently like ZOOM ZOOM. Everything is going so smoothly and it gradually became more proud as before, so it fell from where he stands and so it started climbing again but this time with more difficulties and tough with everyone not look up on him anymore. With the road that he took had hidden knife and things are pointing at him and soon he realize being proud is just making matter worse.
